So..this is my official first blog post. I wish i would have started this when my daughter was first born. Well that was 51/2 months ago. The very best thing I have done to date has been that little angel. This will be mainly kind of like a diary for me...so if you read this and you are offended...I'm sorry.. these are my thought HONEST!!!OK so here goes nothing...since March my mom has been very sick. This all started out with her having allot of pain and swelling in her legs and feet....it still has not ended..let me count for you..ten months. Now my mom is the sweetest most kind hearted person I have ever met. She does not drink, smoke, cuss, talk about anyone..etc. So remember that when i get to the part of telling you all what is going on with her. OK so back to the beginning...in march she was having pain in her legs and feet..so she went to the Dr and after a couple of visits to the ER found out the she had blood clots..then found out that her cancer was back, and she was in the ICU for about a month and in the hospital and rehab until June. She had to pretty much learn how to walk and function all over again. OK so she had blood clots..they got rid of what they could and she got to come home..well..as if that was not enough already...she got neuropothy in her feet and legs and is in severe pain all the time.i am not going to go into all what we have gone through with the doctors because we would simply be here all night long and then some..to make a long story short.(because i am ready for bed) she had Nueropothy, then vertigo, now severe stomach pain and a tumor that is pressing on her kidney and also another blood clot on her ivc filter. Lord please help us get though this with strength, understanding and heling. I need my mother, she is my world and my very best friend. I am not ready for her to go to heaven yet. She has not fully gotten to enjoy her first grandaughter and that breaks my heart every single day and i am sure it breaks hers. I just wishh I knew the answer to what We needed to do to get her better as soon as we can. On a brighter note, gabby is getting so big and has a heart of gold and he personality of an angel. she blesse my life every minute, thank you God for this beautiful gift. She is 5 months old and she is trying to sit up by herself, hold her bottle, she rolls over, and makes the very sweetest noises i have ever heard in my life. Ok I really have to go to bed now. Good night, sweet dreams, God bless, see you tommorow.
-LOLO
